Bull. Complete and utter bull. Yay? Nay?
Let me explain. Someone I consider a friend likes bitching. And aimed it at me today. But I had to find out through someone else, which wasn't great. And it left me in an awkward position? Do I mention it to them, or keep it to myself and never let it get out? I picked the latter.
So now I have to bull my way out of it. Escape somehow, and escape the trap thats been left for me to step into. And I don't like it.
I used to do a lot of bulling. I cut right back just before last Christmas, and now its beginning to creep back. There is one person who is the root cause, and I know they need to have a lesser part in my life.
But why do I feel the need to bull? To juice up my life? No, I have enough good in my life to not need it. To make things more interesting? No, cos everything in life is interesting. To see where things lead? No, cos life is perfect right now. So why?
Tonight, the bull leaves. The bull goes for good. Everything needs to be truthful and to the letter. Even if it may get me into trouble. And after today's events, who knows....
Bull, Friday 18th September 2009 is yours.
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